For 24 years my addiction of alcohol consumed me. I was 15 when I started drinking and it was off to the races. At first like anything it was fun but its progression would try and get the best of me. Although I saw my life as manageable, It clearly was not. Denial, lying, spending every last penny to get my potion of choice was not manageable. Yes I had a job and family and all the fine things in life but could never see the things I had for what they were due to the haze I was in. The doctors told me if I continued to drink it would kill me, Two episodes of seizures and hallucinations while trying to quit on my own still did not save me. I am not here to preach but to share my experience strength and hope?and that is; until I found the fellowship of Alcoholics Anonymous I was powerless and could not manage my life. I am 5 months sober now back on my feet working, contributing to society and happy. Although my rock bottom was not as severe as many peoples it still stands as a testimony that we are all searching for the strength and power to defeat our addictions. And without the help of others it is a difficult path. I am thankful for those who stood by me in the hopes I would one day follow a new path ( day by day ) and thankful a higher power has given me a new lease on life. Don't be afraid to ask for help, it just might save your life.