I started using herion at 16, by 19 i was already creating a crime ring with other 200 strong through out the valley of sactown and greater areas, had a kid, a women thaf was down for me, had my own place, car, everything. My herion addiction,coke, and alchol abusr at such a young age made me feel invinsible. I have drug$,money,biss tattooed me, among many other unpolice identified things.

By 20 i had served 1/2 my adult life behinde bars, almost lost my son, got busted. I got out and was clean of H till late 2010. I was a union man destined for a bright future. I was crime free, drug alchol free for a long time. I had a place in north bay area, a women that still haunts my dreams. I was making 1500 a week from work and 5 figure dope drops while i was clean. My fianca was addicted to o.c. i never once used drugs with her or any one else, she was respectful of my abuse...then her addiction brought her to her bottom, i came home to a empty house....a note saying how she cant live like this so she left....i changed my ways and also finally i used crystal at 21, im 23 now...and i walked away from verything...i lost almost everyone i love in this world, i destlryed so many people threw supplying a region, say friends lose sainity, violence, crime, drugs, money. It was a historic high dollar house that had european imports in front, in a small town flooded with my dope; a luxary condo in sac, with a appartment down the street...i was making so much cash i quit.my union job, by this time 300 strong through out norcali.

My addiction spun out of control by 2012, i had emotionally hit a bottom, i had everything...i had a knew women "si"ill call her. She was so pure and i ruined her by letting her be apart of the biss....i evently bought a 6 room 4 bath house in vacaville....for her... so i could take her outta my element. She didnt know about all the money, never asked questions, i even once heard on the street she was humiliated when when i kickedin a door 4 strong and verbally abused her for trying to get high....i was geeked out. Shes gone now...i walked away from it all, i was walking to the store lookimg up at the star saw a cop car parked...i stopped to ask how to get to the store, knowing doing so they would run my name seeing i had a outstanding warrant...thus going tocall because cutting a head off the snake...u bury it. I sat in jail for a momth in a half....waiting to serve incarceration...i broke down to the cop and he put it in the local paper crime log...currently i live back.at home with my parents that adopted me and tried to save my.life...i love them for that and ruined the bond when i ran back to my biological fam...bad idea....im broke,jobless, court ordered, in debt, unsure legal issues, carless, unsocialized, institutionalized....im.crime free, i avoid trouble, i no longer deal in black market affairs. I realized that night walk, would lead to that ..but my lonely,reaptive life...changed i got out and walked away from it all....struggling to put my life back together, at 23......