So since i was 12 years old i have addicted to drugs... It simply started with marijuana then turned into 5 months down the road i was smoking meth drinking and not giving a fuck... It was fun for me because it loved me with everything it had so i thought... Well a year later i found out i was pregnant but by that time i was already too far along to stop throughout my whole pregnancy I got high until 4 months before my son was born did i finally stop. I took physical, mental, and emotional abuse from the guy i with knowing that as long as i endured it i would have my drugs... I had my son almost 3 months ago and as soon as i got home from texas i went back to the drug... My son sat in the livingroom asleep when i went into the bathroom to get high, to feel that invincible feeling again... I went on a binge for 2 months.. my mom and i got into a fight and she stopped letting me leave the house but i always found a way around that... For 2 weeks ive been sober and it's the hardest part of my recovery... The dope started eating away at my teeth and now i have 8 cavities due to it. Im 15 years old almost 16 and i don't know what to do anymore. Ive tried getting help but nobody seems to be able to help me... So i guess now i just stay away from people and isolate myself... ://