Hey, sweets!! It has almost been eight months since you left. I still miss you like crazy and think about you all the time. I just read the last story I wrote in your memory. I was in such denial then it amazes me. I wouldn't face it that the love we shared will always be alive no matter where we are. You are always in my heart. God didn't let us say goodbye because he knew we never left each other's sides. I have let go of some of the guilt I felt. I realized we were magical angels for each other when we met. I was brought to you to bring happiness to you in your last few hours so you could die happy. You were brought to me to show me how to open the doors of my heart that had been slammed shut in my face. I was hurt and selfishly thought our friendship deserved more time. But I know we will be together again some day. We will dance atop the flowers with your hand flipping my hair and then scream at the top of our lungs just to make noise. No one plays crazy with me like you did and they don't understand my "Dan moments". You are forever in my heart and I will never let go. Sometimes I just wish I could pull you from my dreams and hug you for real. I can't wait to see you again. Thanks for finally making it peaceful. I love you! I miss you!