My little Jeffy, I can't describe how much I miss you. You were my little angel, my little baby brother. The person who always made others happy. I remember your last breath, you opened your eyes and said, "Samantha, I will always be your little angel, won't I?" I did not have the chance to answer you. Jeffy, you will always be everyone's angel and especially mine. Why did you start doing drugs? Why, my dear baby, my only love? Everybody loves you so much: Angela, Jordan, Riccy, Will, Samantha, Kelly, Ella, Mike, Jonathan, Orlando, Aaron, Tino, Nicky and all who knew you. You were sunshine in my life, now there is just dark in my head and in my mind. You overdosed and you died on my hands, but I hope that you died happy because you were with your big sis, your guardian angel. I hope that you are now in a better place up there with other angels in heaven, but you are the most beautiful angel in the sky. I love you, all who you knew you loves you and I am crying everyday for my only angel, my little Jeffy.