Wow, babe, it's almost been a year and everything is still so surreal to me.

You were such a beautiful and talented person it really sucks that the best ones are the ones that have to go. I miss you stuttering, I miss you dancing, I miss us talking, I miss your gorgeous smile, and, well, I just miss you.

I think once everyone got over the initial shock and the pain of losing you, we never fully comprehended the fact that you are never coming back. It's not the same when the guys come home for the weekend and you aren't with them. We all miss you so much. Especially the girls, we can actually talk about it and that makes me feel a little better being able to remember you and your goofy ass but it's not like that with the guys. They can't talk about it. Who can blame them though? Boys are strong but they do cry and I've been there through all of it. We have all been through more than anyone our age or anyone in general should ever have to go through. But I know I'll see you again and, until then, hopefully I can do a little something to make you smile.

Sleep easy and one love =}