Justin was my first-born child; my son.  There is no love greater than a mothers' love.  What more can I say?  I wish the world could have known his wonderful, sweet, kind, caring and humorous soul.  His struggle with drugs hurt me deeply; but nothing could ever change my feelings for my Justin.  Watching him hurt himself was the most painful experience I could imagine; one that will be forever etched in my memory.  I thank our Heavenly Father for each day and moment that we shared.  When he died, I know Justin "saw" his life experiences quite clearly; he "understood" all at once, the love that was his.  I am working hard baby-boy, each day to honor your life in ways that would make you proud; and do the things you would have done had the addiction been absent from your precious life.  I couldn't be more grateful for the special gift; I know you had something to do with it.  Now, I pray for the Lord to lead my path and guide my way to help others, honor His name and do His work. I love you forever my precious child; forever and always; unconditionally.