What were you feeling through those momentsMoments before your last breathI wonder what it was you were thinkingDid you know you were meeting death Were you scared or were you frightenedDid you know what was to becomeDid you cry out for my helpIf I knew I would have come I pray to God you didn'tI pray you did not knowI pray that you were still asleepAnd left peacefully so When I woke that morningIt was just like any dayI was not thinking of you at that timeNow that seems so far away But hours later I found outAnd I'll never forget that painA dagger had pierced my heart right thenAnd nothing would be the same All that I remember thinkingWas I didn't believe it was trueI just wanted to hear your voice againI wanted to be next to you But when I got there I foundMy worst nightmare had come trueThey told me you had passed awayAll I wanted was YOU I fell to the ground that momentIt seemed I could not breatheI looked around in confusionIt was too much to believe It was hard to remember everythingMost of my memory I lackI know I just kept repeating over and overI want my big brother back But that will never happenI'll never see you againI can never call to see whets upI have lost my best friend We use to hang out all the timeWe would talk about everythingEven if it was just me and youWe'd have fun doing anything You cared about me so muchAnd I cared just the sameYou were always there to watch my backYou protected me from all that came But lately you had made me madYour habits got in our wayIt frustrated me so muchI told you, it would kill you some day I cried and cried on your shoulder to stopYou told me everything would be okIn my heart I knew it wouldn'tBut I still let you go on your way I'm sorry I didn't do moreYou were lost without a wayI didn't hear your cries for helpI'm sorry it's now too late The days following your death were hardAt night I'd cry myself to sleepWhen I woke I hoped it all to be a dreamThen the truth would make me weep All at the same timeI felt scared to be aloneI felt anger for your selfish actsAnd sadness always shownDays have now past And I sit at your graveMy eyes are dry with no tearsMy broken heart is numb with no feelingDeath now brings me no fears I know now that you are at peaceAnd now watch over me from aboveSome day we shall meet againTill then I send my love I will miss you always,Your little sister,KatieTo any one that might read this I have just one thing to say; cherish every moment you have with those closest. You don't know when they'll be taken away