The bottom looked so appealing when I was out there using. I use to think this isn't so bad. As long as I do pills instead of crack I will be fine. Or how about I will snort crack not smoke it because I don't want to be on a street corner. ?Although my bottom didn't consist ? Of standing on a corner, towards the end I almost lost myself for good.
My addiction started out slow...I was a 14 yr old wild child angry at the world. I remember drinking alcohol and smoking weed before that about the age of 8. By the age of 14 a new drug called X hit the streets. I wanted to try it so I could escape away from the reality of my own life. So me and my girlfriends dived in nose first. And let me tell you it was everything I could ever hope for. ?From that point on I graduated from the commonality to the big leagues. Every weekend we were raving and loving it. ?By the time I hit 15 I was in full "F u, I don't owe you anything" mode and loving it. Who could stop me now? ? When life became too simple for me in little Ohio I decided to seek out my addict mother in the big apple to chase my American dream. ?I wanted to be a professional dancer you know..not a stripper... I was a tap, jazz, ballet type of girl. ?I arrived in New York City in February of 1999 ready to begin again. ?I had so many hopes and dreams....
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