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"Still Small Voice"

I never thought i would be telling the public the story of my life but i feel a stirring in my spirit to do so. I hope it can help someone else from making the same mistakes i did. I was 14 years old and looking for love in all the wrong places. I met this man one day at a beer store and i thought he was the answer to all my problems, boy was i wrong! I did'nt know he would be the one that introduced me to a life of living hell, to say the least. Before i ever left with him something told me not to go, it was a still small voice! But i did'nt listen! So, this is where it all began. I thought i was in love. I left home, moved in with him & quit school which was the biggest mistake i ever made.

Well, we all know how it starts out, he was perfect! He treated me like a queen. I thought he hung the moon untill he pulled out a needle one day & told me "this will make all your problems go away" - I fell for it !!!! He injected it in my arm & that was all it took, i was hooked! I wanted more, & more & more!!!! I would do so much i ran out of places to stick the needle. I was black & blue from needle sticks, i could'nt even bend my arms. I was in agonizing pain! I lost so much weight my clothes just fell off of me. I looked like death warmed over. I heard that 'Still small voice' again saying "get out of here, just stop and go home", but it was too late, i was out of control!!!! Then the beatings started. When we ran out he got angry & took it out on me.

I woke up one morning from about a 12 day run & looked at him beside me & i noticed his nose was bleeding so i tried to wake him up to tell him but he would'nt wake up, he was dead, the drugs blew his heart up, that's why his nose was bleeding, that's what i found out later on. I was 18 years old, no where to go, no one to turn to so what do i do? I fell into the arms of another man who was twice my age but he promised to take care of me so i moved in with him & we were married within 2 months. This time i was introduced to crack cocaine; my life took a turn for the worst. He put a pipe in my mouth & lit it...I haven't been the same since!!!!!

Make a long story short, i lost 2 children, went to prison 5 times. I've been raped, beaten & LEFT FOR DEAD BY PEOPLE I THOUGHT WERE MY FRIENDS!!!! You have no friends out there in the drug scene. I learned that the hard way. I got to a point where i just wanted my life to end, untill i heard that still small voice again saying "come to me i love u & I can change you". I listened to that voice that day & I haven't been the same since. It was GOD all along trying to warn me.

I've been clean now for 1 year and 2 months only by the grace of GOD!!!!! GOD gives me the strength & the willpower i need to stay clean. I finally found the love & happiness i have alway's longed for. Thank you JESUS!!! If you hear that still small voice please listen to it, I pray you will!!!!!

From;"Still Small Voice"


This Story of Hope was created in celebration of recovery and to let families know that there are pathways to hope and healing. The Partnership for Drug-Free Kids is the only nonprofit organization dedicated to helping families who are struggling with their son or daughter's substance use. Please consider sharing this page so that families know where to turn to for help, and that there is always hope.

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